Saturday, August 11, 2007
I'm feeling fuzzy...XD...no, not fuzzy lumpkins, like...no...that's just...no... i mean the warm fuzzy kind! (not that i have anything against fuzzy)
I'm really happy today. My chest feels a lot lighter, and by that I don't mean my semi-barely-existing-boobs shrunk or anything. I guess you could say that some feelings that have been making me feel down has cleared. All troubles haven't cleared up yet, and I still have a number of stuff to worry about, which are mainly school related...BUT, it's a lot better now. I feel hopeful again, and determined.
And I hope, that I can continue rekindling a sense of meaning and hope to those who need it, especially to those who I love.
I still can't manage to talk directly...I guess I'm still kind of shy when it comes to expressing my thoughts and feelings at times. I don't expect people would get to read this, but well...I don't know. I cried for a bit today, but after it all, I felt much better. My feeling better can't just be attributed to releasing those salty things. I have someone to thank for that.
It's really nice how, when you achieve feeling better...you also cause other people to feel good again.
Oh yeah, today I received an email from Mattea, Wil's sister. She's in bohol right now, on a mission trip. She seems to be enjoying. I have to remember to reply.
I hope I could get a chance to see her, maybe if she stays in Manila long enough for me to meet up with her. I'd really try to go out of my way to do so, if it would mean it's possible for us to meet. Other than wanting to just really meet her to get to know her and talk to her personally , perhaps one of the reasons I want to see her is because...it would be like...I'm seeing her brother in some way.
I'm in love with the guy <---ACK. I SAID IT. *melts* >////<
...and it's not like we'd see each other very soon.
oh, and umm, I guess if ever I do get to see her, that would mean I can finally send the stuffies I wanted to send to him. Like that naruto happy meal ruler and pen and shuriken thingy that I actually considered keeping for myself, hehe.
oh, ho, now what...I guess I'll end this for now. I'm still trying to get used to blogging again, since I haven't really done that.
Next time, I might talk about:
Happy Meals.
Shonen Knife.
Ergo Proxy.
and Millipedes.
XD or, I might go random again.Labels: feelings, journal-bloggy-ly entry