Like many other people, I was planning to claim weirdness to myself...but then almost everyone now call themselves weird. As if weirdness had suddenly become the 'in' thing... With slots for wierdness all seemingly full, i guess i am left to be classified as normal...that wouldnt be too bad now would it?...ah whatever...-__-;...weird...normal...just plain whoever. I am not very good at typing stuff up in these 'about me' pages. I do not enjoy the idea of saying this and that about me. I take too much time thinking about what to say. I fear that what i may type may not really be me at all. Oh how complicated.
# green tea
# books
# manga
# pocky
# sushi
# drawing
# thinking
# downloading
# my laptop :D
# Willyum!
# interesting species of human beings
Wish List
:: fly to the moon :: get a laptop
:: new laptop / make over :: nintendo DS-lite :: external hard drive :: get good results 1st term
:: flowers for algernon - the novel
:: Complete Neil Gaiman collection @_@ :: graduate college with at least a 3.0 CGPA :: rule the world (?)
People who have their loved ones missing must really have it hard.
They disappeared, and you don't know where to find them. So many things could have happened.
You are stuck between mourning, thinking they may have died and would never ever come back, and being hopeful, being positive...waiting.
It's difficult to wait, be in between, to keep positive, keep hoping.
but then through your waiting, you find them. somehow you find them. but they don't notice you. they can't hear you. they don't know you.
what happened? Maybe, you're dead. That's why they don't notice you anymore. Maybe, they're dead. Maybe they're someone else. Maybe you've been imagining everything all this time. Maybe they never knew you. It was all in your head. Maybe they never existed. No one else knew them except you. It was all in your head.
Something must have changed. Someone is playing tricks on you. They'll have you believe you are crazy. That you were delusional. You were having visual, auditory, gustatory, and sensory hallucinations. You're schizophrenic.
They never knew you, no one knew them. You just made it up. You, are stressed. You need to relax. You're talking crazy.