Like many other people, I was planning to claim weirdness to myself...but then almost everyone now call themselves weird. As if weirdness had suddenly become the 'in' thing... With slots for wierdness all seemingly full, i guess i am left to be classified as normal...that wouldnt be too bad now would it?...ah whatever...-__-;...weird...normal...just plain whoever. I am not very good at typing stuff up in these 'about me' pages. I do not enjoy the idea of saying this and that about me. I take too much time thinking about what to say. I fear that what i may type may not really be me at all. Oh how complicated.
# green tea
# books
# manga
# pocky
# sushi
# drawing
# thinking
# downloading
# my laptop :D
# Willyum!
# interesting species of human beings
Wish List
:: fly to the moon :: get a laptop
:: new laptop / make over :: nintendo DS-lite :: external hard drive :: get good results 1st term
:: flowers for algernon - the novel
:: Complete Neil Gaiman collection @_@ :: graduate college with at least a 3.0 CGPA :: rule the world (?)
Still worried + Mattea's email + Bleach Quiz + Word Vomit
I'm still very very worried about Will, since I haven't at all heard from him in around 3 days now.
I got a message from Mattea today, and well...she's back...and safe too. It's too bad she only got to go to an internet cafe once, so she didn't get to read my reply to her. If she did, I could have had a chance to see her, since they stayed in Manila for a night and went to the mall she says. She also told me she might be going back to the Philippines this January, if she doesn't have a shooting tournament. So maybe I could see her by then.
...it would be nice if I could see her brother too.
Anyway, she didn't mention anything about Will, so wherever he is, I guess they don't know. So even if I tried calling the Brandons, I don't think they could tell me where he is.
I ended up messaging Dan today, and Cole yesterday to ask about Will. The last time we talked, he was going to contact Dan. I don't know if he got to. I'm really worried about him. I don't want to hope anymore, but I really wish I could get a reply today.
Anyway, to take my mind of that again...I took that Bleach test! that one in Christelle's and Niki's page.
so...I got rukia. Hmm, well, actually the first that I got was Uryuu...but that was just because in the last question, I answered I'm a stuffed animal. XD
My answer to the second to the last question was "fuzzy" but when I changed it to lunch, since I think I'm currently hungry, I got uruhara.
so when I stuck with all my real answers, and also stuck with girl, I got rukia. so umm...hmm...^__^; either way, be it Uryuu, Uruhara, or Rukia, I'm fine with all of them. Actually I wanted to see Kon's so I picked the stuffed animal one...but oh well.
I wanted to get rukia hair once, and I think there was a day when my hair was a tiny bit similar. But then that was a year ago.
And now speaking of a year ago...It's almost been a year. Since we saw each other. Now I'm getting sad again. ^__^;...It doesn't help that I'm all worried right now too. I really hope he's alright.
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Someday, I really would want to be rich. By rich I mean that I can afford mostly all that I need, and I can live comfortably...and afford to travel here and there from time to time. I also want to have a stable, well profiting job. I want to be able to provide well for my family. I want to be rich, and stable...so that I can really just decide on my own...so it won't be a big deal who I end up with and what they do for a living. I want to do art in my free time, I want to have a neat-big-enough-house, I want to have a library -- and we'll put all those mangas in there, plus neil gaiman books and so on. I want to be rich and powerful enough to protect those who I love...so that no one could just pick on us or whatever.
...And so that those who had treated him badly...those who looked down on him could no longer do so.
Wil is a really talented guy, and a hardworking one at that. He's had a series of bad events happen in his life, but there he is, going along and not giving up. Though things are not going so well right now...I...oh just.
I want to be strong enough to hold him up in the times when he needs it most. For that guy who has loved me without really asking for anything. that guy who would keep all his worries to himself so I don't get bothered. Who is willing to cook and clean for me, brush my hair, put his hair up in pigtails and take pictures just to make me smile, and perhaps be tied up helpless and submit to my whim (lol XD <--janna fantasy?)...I
I have no more words, I can't exactly say what I'd want to say. I love you, William Anthony McGillivray. Wherever you are, please be safe.