Saturday, August 18, 2007
Where are you? TT___TT
Sonnet XLV
By Pablo Neruda
Don’t go too far off, not even for a day, because –
because – I don’t know how to say it: a day is long
and I will be waiting for you, as in an empty station
when the trains are parked off somewhere else, asleep.
Don’t leave me, even for an hour, because
then the little drops of anguish will all run together,
the smoke that roams looking for a home will drift
into me, choking my lost heart.
Oh, may your silhouette never dissolve on the beach;
may your eyelids never flutter into the empty distance.
Don’t leave me for a second, my dearest,
because in the moment you’ll have gone so far
I’ll wander mazily over all the earth, asking,
Will you come back? Will you leave me here, dying?
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I haven't heard from Will for what may have already been two days, and I'm worried. Things haven't really been going too well for him, economically speaking. I know he's probably most likely alright, but I can't help but be worried. I know I'm sounding like a love-sick creature, and it's probably disgusting...but...I don't mind, not so much. William, wherever you are, YOU BETTER BE EATING WELL, YOU...YOU BOY PERSON YOU! >__<...AND LET ME KNOW YOU'RE ALIVE AND DOING ALRIGHT! I'm getting freakishly paranoid here!
well, on a lighter note, I got a message from Walter! Wil's cute little brother, who isn't so little anymore now that he's 15. They don't look alike much, since Walter looks like he takes after his dad in terms of looks, but they DO SOUND ALIKE...@__@...so that's...whoa
Anyway, He makes me think of my favorite cousin, Renz, who is about the same age...or a year older. Oh wait, no, I guess Walter is the same age as Queenie, and Mattea is the one who is as old as Renzie....but going back, I received an email from him. It's only around a two-liner message but it made me happy. He also wanted me to reply soon, so I did. It did help me worry a bit less about Will. Walter told me that Mattea is already going back from the Philippines and would be arriving at 1am (their time, i suppose). It's too bad I didn't get to see Mattea...who looks like she takes after their mom...who then looks like Wil too...@3@;...so seeing Mattea would be kind of like seeing a bit of Wil, only...as a girl...XD
More on Mattea, did I ever tell anyone of you (whoever is reading this) that she's really good at shooting? as in with a gun...@_@...she's actually a champion...and she'd most likely get college scholarship because of that. She also told me something about participating in the Beijing Olympics. and that's just. WOW. so cool! X3 I hope it pushes through.
UGH! I'M BEING ATTACKED BY FEROCIOUS EVIL MOSQUITOES! TT_______________TT
AND THEY JUST...DON'T APPEAR TO BE DYING! WAAAAAA~
*sigh*
WILLIAM! Where are you? TT___TT;...hmm...perhaps I should have asked Walter in that email. I really hope you're okay. I love you, you crazy. >__>;Labels: feelings, journal-bloggy-ly entry, rant and share