The Girl

# Janna Preciosa B. Aquino
# 01.31.1987

About Me:

Like many other people, I was planning to claim weirdness to myself...but then almost everyone now call themselves weird. As if weirdness had suddenly become the 'in' thing... With slots for wierdness all seemingly full, i guess i am left to be classified as normal...that wouldnt be too bad now would it?...ah whatever...-__-;...weird...normal...just plain whoever. I am not very good at typing stuff up in these 'about me' pages. I do not enjoy the idea of saying this and that about me. I take too much time thinking about what to say. I fear that what i may type may not really be me at all. Oh how complicated.

See my completely complicated non-profile profile
LOVES <3!
# green tea
# books
# manga
# pocky
# sushi
# drawing
# thinking
# downloading
# my laptop :D
# Willyum!
# interesting species of human beings

Wish List
:: fly to the moon
:: get a laptop
:: new laptop / make over
:: nintendo DS-lite
:: external hard drive
:: get good results 1st term
:: flowers for algernon - the novel
:: Complete Neil Gaiman collection @_@
:: graduate college with at least a 3.0 CGPA
:: rule the world (?)

Song Feature

少年ナイフ – (Love Is Like A) Heatwave
SHONEN KNIFE lyrics

Exits
Tina @ LJ
Niki @ blogspot
Maffy @ blogspot
Christelle @ blogspot
Wil's deviantArt account
My deviantArt account
Manga Love!
Visit and feel the love XD more links soon!
animeEDEN, Enough Anime And Manga To Make Your Mouth Water!

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Pasts
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
April 2008
July 2008

The Girl - Meez version

Bye bye Johnny. Hello Laptop. Perhaps I'll just take Cap'n Jack to the movies next time XD
MOOOOOD

Plugoo
Credits.
picture : one
brushes : one
pattern : one
designer : sweet_surrender
others : blogger blogskins
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Annoyed.

i cried a bit again, for some reason. a really petty reason actually. because i couldn't talk to wil today...well, i did...for awhile...but it was only for 2 minutes or so...because he had his hands full with halo3 and his friends came over. so, i couldn't really tell him much...but i was looking forward to talking to him actually.

i'm starting to feel very stressed now. we got our assigned mentor and reader yesterday...and since sir valencia sent them late, we only had a day left before we had to pass the thesis contracts. So I was panicking yesterday. I was having a hard time contacting my groupmates. It didn't feel very nice.

I got to talk to wil for a minute yesterday, and that made me feel better. same goes for this morning.

i feel restless, and panicky. we got ms.tan-mansukhani as our mentor...and she's pretty strict. she's nice, i like her . but she can get scary, and intimidating despite her smiley face. it's our first day with her and she already mentioned the threat of the dreaded zero-point-zero if we don't get things done right...she won't even let our proposal get to the reader if it doesn't meet her standards. so if we do bad, we'll get zero for both.

*sigh*

i wanna cry silly, even though it's stupid. >.>;;;...rawr. I annoy me.
I think, I would have wanted to be outright selfish and go "Hey, I need you. I'm an attention seeking monster so pay attention to me."

but I can't. I'm already rather clingy...and VERY ANNOYINGLY so. I think I don't have any pride left...and if I still have some , I'm steadily losing it...I guess.

...but perhaps I do have pride. Yeah, I guess I still do. Because I don't want you to box me in the same category. I don't want to be the selfish annoying psycho depressive clingy girl creature.

...but I have my tendencies.and since I now find that I actually do have pride, it might push me to the other end. Why can't I be in the middle...the safe ground. Why do my feelings have to be in the extremes.

Why do I have to feel with all of me, or otherwise renounce everything and feel nothing?

I really annoy me.

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In other news...
...oh yeah. I'm going on a retreat this Saturday.
......and I'm having a hard time asking people who matter to me for a palanca...>__>;
maybe I just don't want to feel bad if I don't get one, despite summing up the courage to ask for one.
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I feel sick. Rereading what I typed, I can't even express myself without being trying to appear like I'm still somewhat "cool"...

I'm in constant battle between allowing myself to be weak, and not giving in.

Shoot me. >3<; ------- I need my happy pills. ...oh wait, I still have that black gulaman drink. That'll get me high. darn chemicals in my brain, making me feel bad. I'll douse you with glucose! XD

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