Saturday, January 26, 2008
I'm turning 21. yay.
yes peoples. I'm turning 21. In a few days. On thursday, to be exact. 1:03pm, January 31. And I'll most likely be spending it at home. alone. tangled in the bedsheets. cultivating my fats. and not having fun.
--inserttearshereplease--
My sister is going to Shanghai. My father will still be in Indonesia. My mother in Philadelphia. and my brother, at work and then home in his apartment. And now because of such and such, I don't even know if Ate Bing (our helper) will be around for me on that day.
but meh. I shouldn't care. I'm a big girl now. erm, not even a girl supposedly. Hey, I'll be 21. I'll be "adult"...so yeah, I don't care. Who cares. >.>;;; Janna is a bitter old haaaag.
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I should go back to DDR-ing. Even though I look stoooooopid. But hey, it triggers the creation of endorphins in my bodeh! (biopsych info, are you still there in my head? did i get that right?) which makes meh happeh! so yay! XD
I should lose the 15-20 or so and so pounds I've gained. phaaat. phaaaat.
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Unilever, if you're not gonna take me. come on. Just say it already!~ ;__;
BREAK MY HEART NOW~! so I can do my whole shakespeare's-hamlet-soliloqy act and get over it. And then start-a-OJT hunting again! Same goes for you Deustche. and IBM too!
...wait, Hamlet is dutch, isn't he? o__o...
...waaaait...erm...wait, no. He's Danish. >.>;;;...DEUTSCHLAND is not the same as DENMARK janna. They're just both letter D. HOW COULD YOU MISTAKE HAMLET'S COUNTRY AS DENMARK. King Hamlet's ghost vvill haunt youuu.
On monday. I shall call you three. And seal my fate. (naks, drama. Yes, envision teh weirdo janna in a princely knightly outfit with the loooong neat cape and fake hottie mustache :D)
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PAAAAAAAAAA~ RANOIA!
PAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ RANOIA! RANOIA! RANOIAAAAA~
I've been googling a lot lately. Mostly OJT related. Now I'm getting paranoid that people are reaching bits and pieces of me in google. It's both amusing and PHEAR-inducing at the same time. because YES, I'M FINDABLE (take that from someone who has googled herself over the past years)! practically because I don't care so much now. Unlike before. XD;
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Last monday, I did horrible (read: failed) in my intoeco test. I've forgotten my alge101. --inserttraumahere--
I did fine in the essay parts though. but I constructed my words TERRIBLY. As IN. So I ARE ASHAMED OF MEE. but still, I guess I should be happy I was at least understood.
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reminder: Bring HYD dvd for Liza. When we see each other again. XD
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mrawr. I'm so random.
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Something to look forward to ---> joint birthday thingy with Jazel? :D (still planning) I hope I get the money for it. I'm broke. >__>;
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I WANT A NINTENDO DS LITE. But I've got no monieees.
oh well, there's DDR
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